13 No Fuyu

Winter of 13

13 No Fuyu

The red earth covered in blood
血塗られた赤い大地を
chinurareta akai daichi o
The white snow hides it
白い雪が多い隠した
shiroi yuki ga ooi kakushita
I can't help but think
もっと深く降り積もればいいのにと
motto fukaku furitsumoreba ii no ni to
It would be better if it piled up deeper
思わなくもない
omowanaku mo nai

As the seasons change and spring sings
季節が巡り春が歌えば
kisetsu ga meguri haru ga utaeba
You will surely fly away
あなたはきっと飛んで行くでしょう
anata wa kitto tonde yuku deshou
If you can't stop, I always want to be
止められないならばいつもすぐそばに
tomerarenai naraba itsumo sugu soba ni
By your side
いたいと願った
itai to negatta

How long can people hold on to the dreams
人は幼き日に夢見てた憧れを
hito wa osanaki hi ni yume miteta akogare o
They had in their childhood?
いつまで抱いて生きられるのだろう
itsu made daite ikirareru no darou?
The truth is, the more you chase it, the further the shadow drifts away
真実は追えば追うほどに遠ざかる影
shinjitsu wa oeba ou hodo ni touzakaru kage
Turning back, standing on the corpses
振り返り立ち尽くす屍の上で
furikaeri tachitsukusu shikabane no ue de
From that day
あの日から
ano hi kara

Counting the seasons we ran through together
あなたと駆け抜けた季節を数えては
anata to kakenuketa kisetsu o kazoete wa?
I close my eyes to the brightness of the light that won't return
戻らない光の眩しさに目を閉じる
modoranai hikari no mabayusa ni me wo tojiru
The warmth that envelops my trembling neck
震える首筋を包み込む温もり
furueru kubisuji o tsutsumikomu nukumori
How many more times can I endure this cold?
私はあと何度この寒さに耐えられる
watashi wa ato nando kono samusa ni taerareru?
Fight! And fight!
戦え！と戦え！と
tatakae! to tatakae! to

Your words echo repeatedly
繰り返すあなたの言葉
kurikaesu anat no kotoba
Even now, they still resonate
今でも絶えずまだ響いてる
ima demo taezu mada hibiiteru
Dreaming of hell
夢を見てる地獄と
yume o miteru jigoku to
And not dreaming of heaven
夢を見ない天国
yume o minai tengoku
Which side is truly happy?
幸せなのはどちらの方か
shiawase na no wa dochira no hou ka?

The night progresses with meaningless questions
無意味な問いに夜は進み
muimi na toi ni yoru wa susumi
If there are those who cut their long hair
伸びた髪を切る者がいれば
nobita kami o kiru mono ga ireba
There are also those who tie it up
伸びた髪をくくる者もいる
nobita kami o kukuru mono mo iru
Which side is more restricted?
不自由なのはどちらの方か
fujiyuu na no wa dochira no hou ka?
Love hesitates with merciless questions
無慈悲な問いに愛は惑う
mujihi na toi ni ai wa madou

Just being by your side
ただそばにいる
tada soba ni iru
Is enough
それだけでいい
sore dake de ii
Even though I say I don't need anything else
他には何もいらないと言うのに
hoka ni wa nani mo iranai to iu no ni
Is this modest wish... an unforgivable ego?
ささやかな望みは... 許されざるエゴなのか
sasayakana nozomi wa... yurusarezaru ego na no ka?

Or
それとも
soretomo
Unknowingly passing by each other
知らずにすれ違う
shirazu ni sure chigau
Even if we count the seasons
季節を数えても
kisetsu o kazoete mo
The day ends in the emptiness
やるせない祈りの
yarusenai inori no
Of a frustrating prayer
虚しさに日が暮れる
munashisa ni hi ga kureru

Unfulfilled promises
果たせぬ約束が
hatasenu yakusoku ga
Wander in the twilight
彷徨える宵闇
samayoeru yoiyami
I can endure
私は真実の
watashi wa shinjitsu no
The pain of that truth
その痛みに耐えられる
sono itami ni taerareru?

Fight! And fight!
戦え！と戦え！と
tatakae! to tatakae! to
The words of that day echo repeatedly
と繰り返すあの日の言葉
to kurikaesu ano hi no kotoba
Even now, they still resonate strongly
今でも強くまだ響いてる
ima demo tsuyoku mada hibiiteru
If I wake up... to the blurred sky
目覚めれば... 滲んだ空と
mezamereba... nijinda sora to

On my frozen cheeks
凍てつく頬に
itetsuku hoho ni
A sparkling world
煌めく世界
kirameku sekai
Whether I wish for it or not
望まずとも
nozomazu to mo
Spring will come again this year
今年もまた春が来る
kotoshi mo mata haru ga kuru
Leaving winter behind
冬を置き去りに
fuyu o okizari ni