Jealousy

I’ve spent a lot of nights unnoticed
That’s why I need your focus
Can I have some of your time?
Because you don’t ever leave my mind
And I can’t even run away from you
Because that will just fuck me up too
Sometimes I think I’ll never be enough
Was my sacrifice not enough?

Jealousy controlling me

Jealous of the rain, as it runs down your skin
Jealous of your pain, as it lives inside of you
No more talking, dead ones stalking
I can’t fake it and I can’t take it

Thinking about you in the night
Thinking about you in the day
You broke my little heart
And now my world’s falling apart
I would take away your pain
Just tell me when
I’d blow out my fucking brains
Just to talk to you again
Why do the ones we love make us so lonely
Love’s the biggest mistake
That I could ever fucking make

I’ve spent a lot of time asking myself if you love me the way I love you

Jealous of the rain, as it runs down your skin
Jealous of your pain, as it lives inside of you
No more talking, dead ones stalking
I can’t fake it and I can’t take it

Every time you leave
It’s like I cannot breathe
Every part of me
Needs you and your misery
I could make you mine if I want to
I would move the stars if I had to
I wish I could forget all about you
I wish we had something that was true

You were my fantasy
I didn’t it was make believe
You chose another one
So fuck off and have fun
No more talking
Dead ones stalking
I can’t fake it
And I can’t take it