Declined

Another night, lost in feelings
I think too much, in my mind I have wings
I want to get away from everything
But I'm afraid of when I fall

I'm tired of this terrible world
Loneliness pierces me like a sword
Inside, I'm as cold as snow
I've always given signs
If I die, don't pretend you didn't know

I only receive rejection
I try not to hate this world
But it's hard when you're only happy in fiction
Declined is just what you said

I'm so tired of this shit
All I want is to escape from it
When I die, don't pretend you didn't know
I gave all the signs, but it's too late now