Angels

She looks like an angel, she'll never give me a chance
And why should anyone? If I don't even love myself
How could I expect love from someone
I hate feeling this way

Thoughts shoot through my mind like a bullet
I grew up so fast, I hate remembering my past
These feelings, they hit me like a bullet
Slowly they will kill me

I need someone to hold me, would that be selfish of me
I wish that someone in this world would love me
So I could stop hating being here

I always try, I always hope, it's tiring, you know?
How many more suicide attempts will it take
And these girls, who look like angels, none of them
Will ever love me. I don't blame them
What reason would anyone have to love me

How did I end up here
These thoughts won't let me breathe
Someone tell me when this will end
She looks like an angel, but she'll never love me

Suddenly, the world turned so cold
Thoughts rip through my chest without mercy
I'm lost somewhere
And no one will ever find me

I think I'll die alone
I feel my days are numbered
This loneliness is a cancer
So cowardly, it makes you stop living

I think I'll never be loved
And maybe I don't deserve to be
I'm lost, and I think in suicide I might find myself