Let Me Go

So let go, let go, jump in
Oh, well, whatcha waiting for?
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

4 am I'm nodding off (nodding off, let go)
Hope this wasn't fentanyl (fentanyl, let go)
Hide behind this camouflage (camouflage, let go)
It's always my fucking fault (let go)
But I don't wanna let go, let go, let go, jump in
Oh, well, whatcha waiting for?
I'm never gonna let go, let go (it's alright)
I'm suffering from boredom of suburbia (uh)
I need a hit of euphoria (uh), I'm stuck in disturbia
I got this pain in my gut like a hernia (uh)
I got the jitters thеy worryin' (yeah)
I don't take out I just order in (yеah)
Cross the Arizona border

And ship across the sand like the mandalorian (psh)
Twenty one days clean, I won't break a habit (yeah)
Twenty two days later, I'm a fucking addict (yeah)
Lost a real one, so I went and got him tatted (uh-ah-ah)
Can't eat, can't sleep, life doesn't matter
Cultivated into seven layers
'Cause my family's cursed for seven generations
And the numerology, I'm here to break it
But the voice inside of me won't entertain it (you can't await)
There's a part of me that stopped embracing (your own arrival)
Any memories, so I'm trying to erase them ('cause it's all going off)
The medicine doing damage to my brain (without you)
'Cause the pain is too present, I'm tryna be vacant
Uppers and downers are keeping me up until

4 am I'm nodding off (nodding off, let go)
Hope this wasn't fentanyl (fentanyl, let go)
Hide behind this camouflage (camouflage, let go)
It's always my fucking fault (let go)
But I don't wanna let go, let go, let go, jump in
Oh, well, whatcha waiting for?
I'm never gonna let go, let go (it's alright)
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown