Kuyamu to kaite mirai

Regret and Write the Future

Kuyamu to kaite mirai

If you could point me out to someone who cares
人思いに 僕を差してくれたら
hito omoi ni boku wo sashite kuretara
That would be nice, that would be nice
いいのにな いいのにな
ii noni na ii noni na

If you could point me out with an irrational translation
不条理な語訳で差してくれたら
fujouri na gotaku de sashite kuretara
That would be nice, that would be nice
いいのにな いいのにな
ii noni na ii noni na

Even though I threw it away someday
いつかゴミに出したのに
itsuka gomi ni dashita noni
I was hiding it in the cuff
袖口に隠していた
sodeguchi ni kakushite ita
Unable to burn it in my lifetime
生涯燃やせぬまま
shougai moyasenu mama
I couldn't turn it into ashes
灰になれずにいたんだ
hai ni narezu ni itanda

I want to die, I want to disappear, nothing more
死にたい 消えたい 以上ない
shinitai kietai ijou nai
I don't expect anything from this life
こんな命に期待はしないさ
kon'na inochi ni kitai wa shinai sa
Therefore, fed by dreams
ゆえに夢に餌され
yueni yume ni unasare
A world bloomed in the sealed past
塞いだ過去に咲いた世界
fusaida kako ni saita sekai

The wounds that cannot be said or seen
言えない 見えない 傷ほど
ienai mienai kizu hodo
Surely, even if you try to cover them, you can't
きっとかさぶただって出来やしないと
kitto kasabuta datte dekiyashi nai to
I knew that
僕は知っていた
boku wa shitteita
Ah, regret and write the future
ah、悔やむと書いて未来
ah, kuyamu to kaite mirai

Is pretending to live while dying
生きる振りをして死んでいくのが
ikiru furi o shite shinde iku no ga
What life is, it's life
人生か 人生だ
jinsei ka jinsei da

So why do we, in this world
そんじゃ僕らはどうしてこの世に
son ja bokura wa doushite konoyo ni
With such incomplete bodies
こんな未完成な体に
kon'na mikansei na karada ni
Still have hearts
未だ心を持っているんだ
imada kokoro wo motte iru nda

Surely, with a diamond-shaped ground
きっと菱形地打ちで
kitto hishigeta chi ugiri de
We tried to make flowers bloom
花を咲かせようとしたそうさ
hana wo sakaseyou to shita sou sa
Won't they scatter in the land without a single seed?
種ひとつない土地に舞い散いないか
tane hitotsu nai tsuchi ni maicha inai ka

So I threw away what I pulled out
だから一抜けした捨てた
dakara ichi nuke shita suteta
This love, like a trendy disease of this world
この世の流行り病のような愛も
konoyo no hayari byou no youna ai mo
Thinner than a fingernail
爪の先よりも細い
tsume no saki yori mo hosoi
Shallow friendship love
底浅い友情愛も
soko asai tomo no jou ai mo

I don't know, I don't want to know
知らない 知りたいとこもない
shiranai shiritai toko mo nai
There's no meaning beyond words anyway
どうせ言葉以上の意味などないと
douse kotoba ijou no imi nado nai to
I knew that
僕は知っていた
boku wa shitte ita
Ah, regret and write the future
ah、悔やむと書いて未来
ah, kuyamu to kaite mirai

Holding a one-way road
片道分の路を持って
katamichi bun no rou o motte
Desperately trying not to erase it
消さないように必死になって
kesanai you ni hisshi ni natte
Who fell into the tiny hole
僅か照らしたいつ寸先の
wazuka terashita itsu sun saki no
That was barely illuminated
穴ぼこは誰が落ちた後
anaboko wa dare ga ochita ato?

That's life, us
それが人生です 僕ら
sore ga jinsei desu bokura
The life we've got in our hands
手にした人生なんです
te ni shita jinseina ndesu

Ah, the fact of being born
ああ 生まれたこと事態が
aa umareta koto jitai ga
Was a mistake
間違いだったの
machigai datta no?

I want to die, I want to disappear, nothing more
死にたい 消えたい 以上ない
shinitai kietai ijou nai
I don't expect anything from this life
こんな命に期待はしないさ
kon'na inochi ni kitai wa shinai sa
Therefore, fed by dreams
ゆえに夢に餌され
yueni yume ni unasare
A world bloomed in the sealed past
塞いだ過去に咲いた世界
fusaida kako ni saita sekai

The wounds that cannot be said or seen
言えない 見えない 傷ほど
ienai mienai kizu hodo
Surely, even if you try to cover them, you can't
きっとかさぶただって出来やしないと
kitto kasabuta datte dekiyashinai to
I knew that
僕は知っていた
boku wa shitteita
Ah, regret and write the future
ah、悔やむと書いて未来
ah, kuyamu to kaite mirai

Regret and write the future
悔やむと書いて未来
kuyamu to kaite mirai

I want to disappear
消えたいの
kietai no
I want to disappear
消えたいの
kietai no
A dream I've told myself countless times
何回だって言い聞かせた夢
nankai datte iikikaseta yume
Regret that I can't even see
も見れぬよな後悔を頂戴
mo mirenu yona kokai o chodai