I dedicate myself to anything
Anything that gives me the taste of life
God knows I'm trying, trying anything
God knows I'm trying, the taste of my life

I live days and nights and it's all in vain
Can I feel something other than the pain?
God knows I'm trying, but it's all in vain
God knows I'm trying, to heal this damn pain

Solutions never come
And God knows I'm no one
I feel like a martyr
Masochist but smarter

I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm motherfuckin' trying
But nothing, is getting, so motherfuckin' better
I'm stinkin', I'm begging, I'm motherfuckin' drowning
In my own, own vomit, I'm a motherfuckin' plague

God, God, God knows
I am trying
God, God, God, God knows
I'm fuckin' trying
God, God, God knows
I am trying
God, God, God, God knows
I'm fuckin' trying

I'm focusing in all the little things
In all the little things that wake me up
God knows I'm trying, all the little things
God knows I'm trying, things that wake me up

I live these pains that I just can't explain
I wish I could find something to numb this
God knows I'm trying, trying to explain
God knows I'm trying, something to numb this

Solutions never come
And God knows I'm no one
I feel like a martyr
Masochist but smarter

I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm motherfuckin' trying
But nothing, is getting, so motherfuckin' better
I'm stinkin', I'm begging, I'm motherfuckin' drowning
In my own, own vomit, I'm a motherfuckin' plague

God, God, God knows
I am trying
God, God, God, God knows
I'm fuckin' trying
God, God, God knows
I am trying
God, God, God, God knows
I'm fuckin' trying

God knows I'm trying
And I've been crying
He knows I'm trying
How much I'm dying
God knows I'm trying
And I've been crying
He knows I'm trying
How much I'm dying

I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm motherfuckin' trying
But nothing, is getting, so motherfuckin' better
I'm stinkin', I'm begging, I'm motherfuckin' drowning
In my own, own vomit, I'm a motherfuckin' plague

God, God, God knows
I am trying
God, God, God, God knows
I'm fuckin' trying
God, God, God knows
I am trying
God, God, God, God knows
I'm fuckin' trying

God knows I'm trying
And I've been crying
He knows I'm trying
How much I'm dying
God knows I'm trying
And I've been crying
He knows I'm trying
How much I'm dying