Only October

Sat on the floor
Fuck it's cold on this train
My headphones died and the signals down again
Looking for reasons to believe in a heart that's barely beating
Is this city even good for me?
Is it even good for me?

To the hotel in a taxi through the rain
There's no windows in this room is it night or day
Looking for reasons to believe in a song I'm barely feeling
I'll be heading home soon anyway

I'm freaking out
Is it already over
Over my shoulder now
I'm leaving town
Is it already over
It's only October, how?

Back at home
No one seems to stick around
When I give myself some time, I feel I'm missing out
Is this city even good for me?
Is this city really what I need?

I'm freaking out
Is it already over
Over my shoulder now
I'm leaving town
Is it already over
It's only October, how?

I'm running circles
Caught in cycles
Silly me for chasin dreams when I can't even sleep
Turn the light out
And hit the brakes now
I live and breathe at lightening speed I need to slow it down

I'm freaking out
Is it already over
It's only October
How?