Faraway Far

Locked here in this room, can’t let my demons loose
I fell hard way too soon
Some say it’s out of your control what happens to you
Wait for the storm to pass, I feel my feelings clash
My hopes like waves crash
Easier said than done to leave the past in the past

I turn the lights off, I turn the thoughts on
In a world faraway far
Running and racing, my mind keeps chasing this beating but broken heart
I will win this battle, win this fight
But a piece of me got lost tonight
I turn the lights off, I turn the thoughts on
In a world faraway far

When the dusk draws near, when all I have is fear
When my eyes only see tears
I hear a still small voice saying God is still here
Paradise has a cost, that’s probably why I’m lost
I keep my fingers crossed ’cause bullets still hurt even though they are small

I’m not gonna lie, my bones are breaking
I’m not gonna lie this time
I’m not gonna lie that I do some self-hating
’Cause I can’t get my hopes too high
I will win this battle, win this fight
But a piece of me got lost tonight
A piece of me got lost tonight

I turn the lights off, I turn the thoughts on
In a world faraway far
Running and racing, my mind keeps chasing this beating but broken heart
I will win this battle, win this fight
But a piece of me got lost tonight
I turn the lights off, I turn the thoughts on
In a world faraway far
I will win this battle, win this fight
But a piece of me got lost tonight
A piece of me got lost tonight