Ode To Bluetiful People

Utsukushikihitobitonouta (Ode to Bluetiful People)

Farewell to me, the Earth, the cosmos, the Moon, the sea
さらば 俺 地球 宇宙 月 海
saraba ore chikyuu uchuu tsuki umi
Resentment, bitterness, deep-seated grudges, how low can they go?
恨み・怨み・憾み どんくらいlow?
urami, urami, urami donkurai low?
Hanging my head, mired in depression, consumed by agitation, I want to scream
うなだれ 鬱 焦燥 スクリーム
unadare uutsu shousou sukuriimu
Pain, rage, sickness, total collapse mode
痛み・怒り・病み 崩壊モード
itami, ikari, yami houkai moodo
A life lurking in the shadows
裏に潜んだ命 (めい)
ura ni hisonda inochi (mei)

It's so painful, I just want to cry
ツライ ツライ cry
tsurai tsurai cry

Pouting, swollen-faced, I curl up and live inside my futon
ふくれっ面腫らし くるまって布団で暮らす
fukuretsu tsura harashi kuruwatte futon de kurasu
My hands are trembling, my worries won't fade, I can't even step outside
手が痙攣 懸念が消えん 出かけれん
te ga keiren kenen ga kien deka keren
Rehabilitation to return to the real world is utterly pointless
無論 シャバに戻すリハビリなんて無駄
muron shaba ni modosu rihabiri nante muda
Even my hatred has burned down to damp, smoldering ash
憎しみすら燃えカスとして湿気る
nikushimi sura moekasu to shite shikkeiru

Living on the razor's edge, my will to live is in the danger zone
日々ギリギリ 生きる気デンジャー
hibi girigiri ikiru ki denjaa
My underwear, stained, stained, stained, a dark, murky brown
下着 シミ・シミ・シミ こげ茶
shitagi shimi shimi shimi kogecha
I hold my breath, then swallow it back down
吐く息息 溜めて飲んじゃ
haku iki iki tamete nonja
And then, the auditory hallucinations arrive: Die Die Die
来る「シネ‥シネ‥シネ‥」の幻聴
kuru 'shine... shine... shine...' no genchou

Love and love! All you depressed people
Love and love! 鬱people
Love and love! uutsu people
Let it all out!
ぶちまけろpeople!
buchimakero people!
In a Japan surging with resentment, hey, commercial broadcasters, report on this!
怨み波打つnippon 報道せよ民放
urami nami utsu nippon houdou seyo minbou
Love and love! All you depressed people
Love and love! 鬱people
Love and love! uutsu people
Spread your libido!
ばらまけリビドー
baramake ribidō
In a Japan surging with anxiety, let it all out!
不安に波打つnippon ぶちまけろpeople!
fuan ni nami utsu nippon buchimakero people!

An emotionally unstable life, here we go!
情緒不安定life go!
jōcho fuantei life go!

Days go by, and nothing changes, no matter how much I scream or cry
泣き叫べど何も変わらぬ日々
nakisakebe do nanimo kawaranu hibi
My own worth? It's less than a cheap, throwaway candy
我が存在価値 もはや駄菓子以下
waga sonzai kachi mo haya dagashi ika
I can't sleep—no matter what I try, I just can't sleep
またしても眠れん なにしても眠れん
mata shite mo nemuren na ni shite mo nemuren
I'm simply squandering the dead of night
ひたすら真夜中を無駄遣い
hitasura mayonaka wo mudazukai

Nothing but delusions—bizarre, twisted thoughts, and timid, hesitant actions
どうせ 妄想 摩訶摩訶 行動 オドオド
douse mousou makamaka koudou odoodo
Sneaking away, hiding, retching
逃走 コソコソ 嘔吐
tousou kosokoso outo
Today, too, mumbling under my breath, sluggish at work
今日も 口頭 ボソボソ 労働 モタモタ
kyou mo koutou bosoboso roudou motamota
A struggle, one long, unbroken string of defeats
闘争おおよそ連戦連敗
tousou ooyoso rensen repai

(Shock!) Laughed at a critical condition
(Shock!) 笑われて重症
(Shock!) warawarete jūshō
(Dive!) Hesitating on the rooftop
(Dive!) 屋上で躊躇
(Dive!) okujō de chūcho
(Junk!) A symbol of useless trash?
(Junk!) 邪魔クズの象徴?
(Junk!) jama kuzu no shōchō?
Burning, burning the end of the line
Burning burning ご臨終
Burning burning go rinjū
(Poison!) Violated filled with sorrow
(毒) 犯されて愁傷
(毒) okasarete shūshō
(Complaints!) Endless grumbling, taking my sweet time
(文句) タラタラで悠長
(文句) taratara de yūchō
(Weak!) The weakest of the weak, mucho weak
(弱) 最弱者ムーチョ
(弱) saijakusha mūcho
Burning, burning, the end of the line
Burning burning ご臨終
Burning burning go rinjū

Look at us Told to just do it, but we can't!
御覧‥ 我々「やれ」言われ やれん!
goran.. wareware \"yare\" iware yaren!
Deep in the throes of sickness
病み病み中
yami yami chuu
Look at us Told to just do it, I can't go on!
御覧‥ 我々「やれ」言われ やれん!
goran.. wareware \"yare\" iware yaren!
Deep in the throes of a mental breakdown
病み病み中
yami yami chuu

If I drink, I lose again
飲んじゃったら また負け
nonjattara mata make
If I throw up, I lose again
吐いちゃっても また負け
haichattemo mata make
My brain's completely stopped working—spare me!
もうさっぱり頭働かぬ 堪忍
mou sappari atama hatarakanu kannin
If I drink, I just make more excuses
飲んじゃったら また言い訳
nonjattara mata ii wake
If I throw up, I just make more excuses
吐いちゃっても また言い訳
haichattemo mata ii wake
Broadly speaking, it's like being possessed by some kind of spirit
大雑把に言えば「もののけ」の類
oozappa ni ieba \"mononoke\" no tagui

Farewell—to me, the Earth, the universe, the Moon, the sea
さらば 俺 地球 宇宙 月 海
saraba ore chikyuu uchuu tsuki umi
How deep does this resentment, this grudge, this bitterness go?
恨み・怨み・憾み どんくらいlow?
urami, urami, urami donkurai low?
To hell with peace, romance, and dreams
くたばれ ピース ロマン ドリーム
kutabare piisu roman dorīmu
Betrayed, I'm on a road to total defeat
裏切られ 我 惨敗ロード
uragirare ware sanpai roodo
A life tarnished, stained in black
黒でくすんだ命 (めい)
kuro de kusunda mei

It's so painful, I just want to cry
ツライ ツライ cry
tsurai tsurai cry

With a brain harboring venom as potent as a tarantula's
タランチュラ並みの猛毒潜ます脳で
taranchura nami no mōdoku tamasu nō de
I wreak havoc on Mixi, Twitter, GREE, and Mobage
M●xi t●itter gr●e モ●ゲー荒らす
M●xi t●itter gr●e mo●gē arasu
Caffeine-free, yet stressed, my enemy is poor circulation
ノンカフェイン・ストレス 敵は冷え性
nonkafein sutoresu teki wa hieshō
And whenever I get on a train, panic sets in
電車乗ればやっぱパニックです
densha noreba yappari panikku desu

Living on the razor's edge, my survival is in danger
日々ギリギリ 生きる気デンジャー
hibi girigiri ikiru ki denjaa
My underwear is covered in dark brown stains
下着 シミ・シミ・シミ こげ茶
shitagi shimi shimi shimi kogecha
I hold my breath, then swallow it back down
吐く息息 溜めて飲んじゃ
haku iki iki tamete nonja
And hear the phantom whispers: Die, die, die
来る シネ, シネ, シネ, の幻聴
kuru shine, shine, shine no genchou

Love and love! All you depressed people
Love and love! 鬱people
Love and love! uutsu people
Let it all out, people!
ぶちまけろpeople!
buchimakero people!
A Japan surging with resentment, commercial broadcasters, report it!
怨み波打つnippon 報道せよ民放
urami nami utsu nippon houdou seyo minbou
Love and love! All you depressed people
Love and love! 鬱people
Love and love! uutsu people
Spread your libido!
ばらまけリビドー
baramake ribidō
In a Japan surging with anxiety, let it all out!
不安に波打つnippon ぶちまけろpeople!
fuan ni nami utsu nippon buchimakero people!

A life of unbalanced habits, go!
偏食気味life go!
henshoku gimi life go!

Laying out your futon, or maybe standing on the apartment balcony?
布団敷き 寝ながら アパートエレベーター ベランダ立つか
futon shiki nenagara apāto erebētā beranda tatsu ka
Should you pull on a rope? I ask you—frazzled, eyes turned yellow
ロープから引っ張るか 黄ばんだ目してテンパったアンタに問う
rōpu kara hipparu ka kibanda me shite tenpatta anta ni tou
Are you remaking the ending of Yume Nikki?
「ゆめにっき」描いたラストをリメイク?
yume nikki\" kaita rasuto wo rimeiku?
With a white-out in your mind, you're even casting aside your own chances, baby
白発じゃチャンスさえも蔑ろ baby
shirohatsu ja chansu sae mo nazukoro baby
Just wallowing further into a chronic state of unhappiness, baby
益々 慢性の不幸せ気取り baby
masumasu mansei no fukōsase kidori baby

(Shock!) Laughed at, a critical condition
(Shock!) 笑われて重症
(Shock!) warawarete jūshō
(Dive!) Hesitating on the rooftop
(Dive!) 屋上で躊躇
(Dive!) okujō de chūcho
(Junk!) A symbol of useless trash?
(Junk!) 邪魔クズの象徴?
(Junk!) jama kuzu no shōchō?
Burning, burning the end of the line
Burning burning ご臨終
Burning burning go rinjū
(Poison!) Violated filled with sorrow
(毒) 犯されて愁傷
(毒) okasarete shūshō
(Complaints!) Dragging your feet, taking your sweet time
(文句) タラタラで悠長
(文句) taratara de yūchō
(Weak!) The weakest of the weak, mucho
(弱) 最弱者ムーチョ
(弱) saijakusha mūcho
Burning, burning, the end of the line
Burning burning ご臨終
Burning burning go rinjū

Look at us Told to do it, but we just can't!
御覧‥ 我々「やれ」言われ やれん!
goran.. wareware \"yare\" iware yaren!
Deep in the throes of sickness
病み病み中
yami yami chuu
Look at us Told to do it, but we just can't!
御覧‥ 我々「やれ」言われ やれん!
goran.. wareware \"yare\" iware yaren!
Deep in the throes of sickness
病み病み中
yami yami chuu

Even seeing a doctor doesn't help
お医者行ってもまだ効かねえ
oisha itte mo mada kikanē
Even going to work, I can't get anything done
会社行っても働けん
kaisha itte mo hatarakēn
My brain just won't function at all—give me a break
もうさっぱり頭働かぬ 堪忍
mou sappari atama hatarakanu kannin
Even when we love each other, I'm still so timid
愛し合ってもまだ弱気
aishiatte mo mada yowaki
And when I cry, dawn breaks all over again
泣いちゃったらまた夜明け
naichattara mata yoake
To put it broadly, I've become nothing more than a model devoid of emotion
大雑把に言えばもう「感情無き模型」
dai zappa ni ieba mou \"kanjou naki mokei\"

Farewell—to myself, the Earth, the Moon, the sea
さらば 俺 地球 月 海
saraba ore chikyuu tsuki umi
Resentment, spite, bitterness—how low can it go?
恨み・怨み・憾み どんくらいlow?
urami, onami, urami donkurai low?
Trapped, having already accepted the pain
囚われ 苦痛了承済み
toraware kutsuu ryou shou zumi
A fleeting glance—who? Who is it?
チラ見 誰? 誰?
chirami dare? dare?
Let's just go home, let's just go home
もう帰ろう もう帰ろう
mo kaerou mo kaerou
Please me, please me
Please me, please me
Please me, please me

Your wrist, what are those lines?
手首 なんの線?
tekubi nan no sen?
Your wrist, what are those scars?
手首 なんの傷?
tekubi nan no kizu?
Your wrist, what are those lines?
手首 なんの線?
tekubi nan no sen?
That wrist of yours What kind of wounds are these?
その手首 なんの傷?
sono tekubi nan no kizu?

Not everyone in this world is suffering
世界中の誰もが病んでるわけではねえけど
sekaijuu no dare mo ga yanderu wake de wa nee kedo
But somewhere, someone is curled up in pain today
誰かは今日もうずくまってる
dareka wa kyou mou uzukumatteru
Clinging to life, crawling forward in secret, thinking, Tomorrow will be the end
そして内緒で「明日がラスト」と這いつくばって抜け出そうと生きてる
soshite naisho de \"ashita ga rasuto\" to haitukubatte nukedaso to ikiteru
Forget about needing to be healed, just step into the ring and wait for the bell to ring
いつだって癒しなんぞなくてもリングにあがりゴング鳴るの待ってろ
itsudatte iyashi nanzō nakute mo ringu ni agari gongu naru no mattero
Oh, you beautiful, melancholic souls, give it your all, even if it's only half-hearted—and win!
鬱くしき人々よ 0. 5生懸命, にて勝て!
utsukushiki hitobito yo 0. 5 ikkenmei, ni te kate!

Farewell to my old self, the pills, the kitchen knife, the life of a shut-in
さらば 俺 薬 包丁 二一ト
saraba ore kusuri houchou ni ichi to
Let my guitar soak up my tears as I play
涙ギターに吸わして弾こう
namida gitā ni suwashite hikou
A knee-strike kick-start my wounds
膝蹴り kick start my傷
hizageri kick start my kizu
Spit, let it surge, colored by who you are
唾 みなぎらせ あんた色
tsuba minagirase anta iro

Honestly
いっそ
isso
I don't need love, I'm telling you, I don't need it!
Love イラネ イラネーっちゅうの
Love irane iranee tchyuu no
I don't need love, I'm telling you, I don't need it!
Love イラネ イラネーっちゅうの
Love irane iranee tchyuu no
Darling? Honey? What a drag, it all reeks of lies, lady
ダーリン? 八二-? 糞だりーし 嘘臭えぜlady
dārin? hachini-? kuso darīshi usokusae ze lady
Pour it all into the songs
歌に 歌に 歌に入れる
uta ni uta ni uta ni ireru
Pour it all into the guitar
ギター ギター ギターに入れる
gitaa gitaa gitaa ni ireru
Carve your frustrations into the music, listen to this rock song with your own eyes
イライラに刻み込んで ロックソング目で聴け
iraira ni kizamikonde rokku songu me de kike

I am someone who longs to die, yet yearns to live
ボク 死たがりで 生きたがりです
Boku shitagari de ikitagari desu