DECADENCE - Counting Goats... If I Can't Be Yours

DECADENCE - Counting Goats... If I Can't Be Yours

DECADENCE - Counting Goats... If I Can't Be Yours

Rising from the dead
起死回生継続けた
Kishinenryo idakitsudzuketa
The meaning of the tears flowing
垂れ流しの涙と訳
Tarenagashi no namida to wake
Good and evil, losing control of emotions
善か悪、感情のコントロールが消えてゆく
Zen ka aku, kanjou no kontoro-ru ga kieteyuku

A small word was told
告げられた小さな言葉
Tsugerareta chiisa na kotoba
My mind is unbalanced
脳内はバランスを崩し
Nounai wa baransu o kuzushi
Impulsive desires make my identity lost
衝動的欲求がアイデンティティを迷子に
Shoudouteki yokkyuu ga aidentiti o maigo ni
Closing my eyes and counting
目を閉じて数えてる
Me o tojite kazoeteru
How many days of love for you
君への愛は何日目
Kimi e no ai wa nannichime?
Will be abandoned
捨てられる
Suterareru
Will be killed
殺される
Korosareru
I'll end up alone anyway
どうせ一人になるのさ
Douse hitori ni naru no sa

Disorderly counting goats
Disorderly counting goats
Disorderly counting goats
Sacrifice if I can't be yours
Sacrifice if I can't be yours
Sacrifice if I can't be yours

Black and white switch in the brain
白と黒が切り替えの脳
Shiro to kuro ga kirikae no nou
Fluttering butterflies blink and disconnect
飛び回る蝶は瞬き切断
Tobimawaru chou wa mabataki setsudan
Between delusions and reality
妄想と現実の狭間
Mousou to genjitsu no hazama
Dependent on the present and a small room of happiness
依存した今と幸の小部屋
Izon shita ima to sachi no koheya
Scared of the reality of being abandoned
捨てられると恐怖する現実
Suterareru to kyoufu suru genjitsu
Questioning the purgatory of escaping reality
浴びる現実逃避の浄罪に問う
Abiru genjitsu touhi no jouzai ni to'u
I ask to kill you
求める、君へ殺してくれと
Motomeru, kimi e koroshite kure to
If I disappear, it's fine
見えなくなるならば消えてやろうと
Mienaku naru naraba kiete yarou to

Decadence
Decadance
Decadance
Even this body and mind breaking down
壊れてゆくこの体と精神さえも
Kowareteyuku kono karada to seishin sae mo
Will eventually take your shape
いつか君の形になる
Itsuka kimi no katachi ni naru
Decadence
Decadance
Decadance
Dancing with instincts and dances that were stripped away
いつ脱された本能とダンスを踊る
Itsudatsu sareta honnou to dansu o odoru
If I can't be yours
If I can't be yours
If I can't be yours
Counting goats into the darkness
闇へと counting goats
Yami e to counting goats

Disorderly counting goats
Disorderly counting goats
Disorderly counting goats
Sacrifice if I can't be yours
Sacrifice if I can't be yours
Sacrifice if I can't be yours

Questioning the reality that continues to close
閉ざし続ける現実へ問う
Tozashitsudzukeru genjitsu e to'u
Smiling at sweet voices and comfort
甘い声と安らぎに笑みを
Amai koe to yasuragi ni emi o
Torn past mistakes
切り裂いた過去の過ち
Kirisaita kako no ayamachi
Years later, holding tears and anxiety
後何年」と涙と不安抱え
"Ato nannen" to namida to fuan kakae
The reflection of the decaying body is realistic
鏡越しの体廃は現実的で
Kagamigoshi no taihai wa genjitsuteki de
Imagining the end and the noise
終幕を想像しては雑音
Shuumaku o souzou shite wa zatsuon
I announce, I will die for you
告げる、君へ死にますと
Tsugeru, kimi e shinimasu to
To remain in memory
目の前で記憶に残ろうと
Me no mae de kioku ni nokorou to

Disorderly counting goats
Disorderly counting goats
Disorderly counting goats
Sacrifice if I can't be yours
Sacrifice if I can't be yours
Sacrifice if I can't be yours

I just want to be protected
ただ守られたいだけなんです
Tada mamoraretai dake nan desu
I just want you to look at me
ただ見つめてほしいだけなんです
Tada mitsumete hoshii dake nan desu
I'm just anxious
ただ不安なだけなんです
Tada fuan na dake nan desu
My mental balance is falling apart
精神のバランスがボロボロで
Seishin no baransu ga boroboro de
It was a morning when it rained
雨が降ってた朝だったり
Ame ga futteta asa dattari
Or swirling smoke
くるくると舞う煙だったり
Kurukuru to mau kemuri dattari
Or broken things thrown away
投げて壊れたモノだったり
Nagete kowareta mono dattari
I love you crying
涙する君が愛しいの
Namida suru kimi ga itoshii no

Decadence
Decadance
Decadance
Even this body and mind breaking down
壊れてゆくこの体と精神さえも
Kowareteyuku kono karada to seishin sae mo
Will eventually take your shape
いつか君の形になる
Itsuka kimi no katachi ni naru
Decadence
Decadance
Decadance
Dancing with instincts and dances that were stripped away
いつ脱された本能とダンスを踊る
Itsudatsu sareta honnou to dansu o odoru
If I can't be yours
If I can't be yours
If I can't be yours
The sky is green today
空は今日も緑色で
Sora wa kyou mo midoriiro de
It will never melt together
決して溶け合うことはない
Kesshite tokeau koto wa nai
If we can mix someday
いつか混ざり合えるならば
Itsuka mazariaeru naraba
End counting goats
終われ counting goats
Oware counting goats