Fingers Crossed (Unreleased)

Damn, standing at your front door
Wish I rang the bell
There's some crazy things with you
In my dreams I won't tell
I'm a little too anxious for you
There's a little too much to know about me

Call you when I'm alone
Will you wait up till they're gone?
Nobody has to know
Call you when

I'm trying to get myself into trouble
I know you came with someone else
But I wanna reach for your hand right under the table
Fingers crossed
And if we're undeniably fading
Maybe we drink the poison
And fall into a bed, in another life would we makе it?
Fingers crossed
I keep my fingers crossеd

Help, why do I have to keep this to myself?
Wrote a letter to you in blood that I'll never mail
It's a little too honest for you
There's a picture of us that we'll never see, oh

Call you when I'm alone
Will you wait up till they're gone?
Nobody has to know
Call you when

I'm trying to get myself into trouble
I know you came with someone else
But I wanna reach for your hand right under the table
Fingers crossed
And if we're undeniably fading
Maybe we drink the poison
And fall into a bed, in another life would we make it?
Fingers crossed
I keep my fingers crossed

I bit my tongue as they watched you run
Back from throwing rocks right outside my window
I'll continue keeping shut
With my foolish love, timing's always rough
Waiting for the right time takes a lifetime