I Really Love Harold

They told me when I was little
I'd go to heaven if I was good
Now I'm a long way from little
'Cause I tried to find heaven
'Cause I thought that I could
I thought that I could

And I thought I loved Harold
And I really loved John
I really loved Alfie
And I almost loved Tom
I loved them so easy
And I loved them so free
So I don't think that heaven
Will wanna love me

Hello song of the willow
The dreams under my pillow
Turned to tears that I cried
Beauty and love are a riddle
Never to answer but always to try
And boy did I try

I tried with Harold
And I tried with John
I tried with Alfie
And almost with Tom
I left myself open
For the whole world to see
Now the world is the heaven
That won't accept me

I said goodbye to Harold
And goodbye to John
Goodbye to Alfie
And goodbye to Tom
'Cause I loved them so easy
And I loved them so free
So I don't think that heaven
Will wanna love me

Oh say can you see
By the dawn's early light?
No light will shine me