The Sun Don't Shine In Ohio

Are souls measured in deeds, or ounces?
Surely mine must tip the scale by now
When I die, these measurements are all I'll be remembered by
God forgive me for turning my back

I know some apologies are in order
A thousand days, in so few ways, I managed to dig my own grave
One-size-fits-all morals into regret

I'm sorry you had to see me this way
It felt right a the time

If a conscience can adapt, it is no longer a conscience
How many people suffered for me to learn this?

I'll admit, the way I choose to live is wrong
The fact that I rationalize these thoughts is poison to the soul

What have I become?
In reacting to this world
I have taken its place as the eater of souls
Can demons self-reflect?
Can demons self-reflect?
Can demons self-reflect?
Can I murder my reflection?

I'll kill that look in my eye
If it takes me my whole life
I'll eradicate this doppelganger and shape it in my image
I won't be what I am
I won't be what I am

Is this who I want to be?
Hateful, lustful, and a slave to every greed?
I'm sorry
I mean it, I'm sorry