Ashes

No matter how hard I try
When you pass by
You make me cry
You could've been less cruel

I should've not believed
And everything I see
Seems not clear to me
I regret loving you

I guess you haven't missed
The way we kissed
Or feel your touch, feeling that love
It's in the past, and I can't repent
Thinking about all the time I spent

My dream has become ashes
My delight now is sadness
How quick you ended this
And I'm falling from an abyss

To reach the fantasy
All I wanted to be
Was in front of me
I was waking up so bad

My tears are on the floor
Where you wanted more
You could've endured my woe
I just wanna stay in my bed

I guess you haven't missed
The way we kissed
Or feel your touch, feeling that love
It's now behind, and I can't repent
Thinking of all the time I spent

My dream has become ashes
My delight now is sadness
How quick you ended this
And I'm falling from an abyss

I suspected you from the start, and now it's better to keep you apart
I've been holding myself back
Now that I'm suffering, you keep haunting me
I can't take another step

If I knew what you wanted to do
I wouldn't even trust you
If I knew what you wanted to do
I wouldn't even kiss you

Yeah, my dream has become ashes
My delight now is sadness
How quick you ended this
And I'm falling from an abyss

(I suspected you from the start, and now it's better to keep you apart)
(I've been holding myself back)
(Now that I'm suffering, you keep haunting me)
(I can't take another step)