worms eating my flesh

Two skinny hands in the mirror arise
I was extremely scared and surprised
And I was grabbed and taken away
I'm journeying through space

Nothing
It is what it is
I cannot change it but I can convince it that
I'll make it
Talking to the old me, nobody told me I'd be screaming in tears

Staring the stars, the Sun is resting
The monsters are out and I'm investing
In something, that could never work

It's so cold and dark in this place
The 6 year old me looks at my face
And I hug him, I tell him it's okay to express
What he thinks but he only knows the past
So I traveled back to the year we're now
The hand left a scar in my back and I lie down
To the worms eating my flesh in my grave
I dedicate this song every day

Nothing
If I do it on my own
It's like fighting a cyclone, I'm producing hormones
The glasses I used to wear have no longer lens, seeing the truth with auto defense

Staring the stars, the Sun is resting
The monsters are out and I'm investing
In something, that could never work

It's so cold and dark in this place
The 6 year old me looks at my face
And I hug him, I tell him it's okay to express
What he thinks but he only knows the past
So I traveled back to the year we're now
The hand left a scar in my back and I lie down
To the worms eating my flesh in my grave
I dedicate this song every day

Another day, another battle
Still in the box we talked earlier
They say you should only get things you can handle
But I'm still seeing myself as an warrior

It's so cold and dark in this place
The 6 year old me looks at my face
And I hug him, I tell him it's okay to express
What he thinks but he only knows the past
So I traveled back to the year we're now
The hand left a scar in my back and I lie down
To the worms eating my flesh in my grave
I dedicate this song every day