Girl 2

I have so many whys answered in the air.
I can't give an explanation to that child.
No one at home can explain to me what is happening.
I can't find my soul mate.

My family tells me that I have to have a child.
Neither one of them does not matter how I really feel.
They spend minute seconds hours day, week, month, years.
I'm continuing that life of always hiding.

I fought all of you wildly in this life.
You saw where your dreams are.
No one is as perfect as Jesus!
Inside me is a dark one.

Girl comes to help me in this life.
The world is driving me crazy.
Girl my strength to live in this world.
Every body and mental sense is shaken to me.