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When the ice sings her lullaby
when seeds are spread
blue sky is inside
only once I sensed the spring

Living memories
like yesterday
in sunshine they belong
not in frozen minds
(not in frozen minds
should they exist)

I can't hide
surroundings of darkest light
the claws of the past
appear in every shadow
emptiness
in my veins, in my heart, in the air!
I sacrificed all
could I bare it again?
belief in faith was near,
but then there were flames and I feared
again

The failed procedure
rests in me
peace
I won't find
before I see you smiling again
I won't sleep
before I see you smiling

The notes of your story
are written in me
peace

I won't find
before I hear the tunes again
I won't sleep
before I hear your melody