Scripted

My life is a black and white film
There's nowhere to escape
No cut scenes where I can hide my shame
Stereotypical situations and heartbreaking conversations
That we all know too well

Oh well

And I just want to see the difference
I just need to get out
Prove to myself I've got more to offer than this self-doubt
But the reel keeps on running
I wish my legs could do the same

Where has the time gone?
Where have I been?
Where has my life gone?
Where have I been?

Where has the time gone?
Where have I been?
Where has my life gone?
Where have I been?

And I just want to see the difference
I just need to get out
Prove to myself I've got more to offer than this self-doubt
But the reel keeps on running
I wish my legs could do the same

I'm nothing more than ordinary
I'm nothing
And I'm sick of letting my surroundings get the best of me
I'm sick of letting other people control my honesty

I'm stifled in a cloud of fear
Can't fill my lungs, I'm barely breathing
Sick and tired of the weather here
Can't hear my thoughts
My mind is screaming

I'm stifled in a cloud of fear
Can't fill my lungs, I'm barely breathing
Sick and tired of the weather here
Can't hear my thoughts
My mind is screaming