Trouble shifting

Her mother died when she was born
A burden she couldn't cope with
Raped and beaten by her dad
At the age of ten
She never met with girls or boys
She never had one friend
Always cleaning up the place
Never played with toys

Then she met this guy who told her that
Her problems were over
She took just one shot and like in her dreams it happened
Her problems were finally gone

Now she gives her body to the one who pays
It doesn't matter if they're wrong or right
She can't afford the time and dime for an own place
Every night out in the streets without friends (without fright)

They were married far too young their child was undesirable
But raised in a Christian way
An abortion was unable
So the child was the one to blame
The bringer of their misery
Punished him for their mistake
But it didn't set them free

Then they took some drinks to wash out their guilt
To lose their problems
But they didn't stop went on and on till it happened
They don't car what tomorrow brings

Now they wander through the parks and the streets
They don't care if they get something to eat
Now there's only one things on their warped mind
Always looking through refuse bags how much booze can they find

A sense of shame in my brain
But if I quit I'll stir up the pain
I don't know if I'm wrong and I don't know if I'm right
Maybe I'm wrong but I don't dare to fight
Body is weak head is empty
I'm not really trying to break free
Admission Medication Isolation Indecision
Addiction Toxication Hallucination Continue

Until I die