Pills and Kisses

Pastillas y Besos

Time doesn't heal meNo me cura el tiempo
I fall asleepMe duerme

Pills to make your head sleepPastillas pa' dormir la cabeza
Kisses so I don't feel my chestBesos pa' no sentir el pecho
I promise myself this is the last oneMe prometo que esta es la última
And I always come back to the same thingY siempre vuelvo a lo mismo

I'm not sad, I'm tiredNo estoy triste, estoy cansado
To think, to rememberDe pensar, de recordar
I swallow my fear with waterMe trago el miedo con agua
And I let the guilt goY la culpa la dejo pasar

It's not love I'm looking forNo es amor lo que busco
It is inner silenceEs silencio interior
Something to turn off the noiseAlgo que apague el ruido
Even if it's worseAunque sea peor

Pills and kissesPastillas y besos
Everything is anesthesiaTodo es anestesia
I feel nothingNo siento nada
And that gives me peaceY eso me da paz

Pills and kissesPastillas y besos
Dangerous mixtureMezcla peligrosa
If he doesn't kill meSi no me mata
It makes me incapableMe vuelve incapaz

I don't feelNo siento
I don't feelNo siento

Hot bodies, cold soulsCuerpos calientes, alma fría
Lights off, mind onLuces apagadas, mente encendida
They tell me: This is going to endMe dicen esto se va a acabar
But nobody says when it endsPero nadie dice cuándo termina

Promises made in the early morningPromesas hechas en la madrugada
That are forgotten at dawnQue se olvidan al amanecer
Like me, who promised to take care of myselfComo yo, que prometí cuidarme
And I got lost againY me volví a perder

Don't judge me if I fallNo me juzgues si caigo
I didn't ask to be hereNo pedí estar aquí
Sometimes survivalA veces sobrevivir
It's the closest thing to livingEs lo más parecido a vivir

Pills and kissesPastillas y besos
Everything is anesthesiaTodo es anestesia
I feel nothingNo siento nada
And that gives me peaceY eso me da paz

Pills and kissesPastillas y besos
Dangerous mixtureMezcla peligrosa
If he doesn't kill meSi no me mata
It makes me incapableMe vuelve incapaz

Maybe tomorrowTal vez mañana
I want to stopQuiera parar
But today I just wantPero hoy solo quiero
Stop thinkingDejar de pensar

It's not a viceNo es vicio
It's customaryEs costumbre
It's not a pleasureNo es placer
It is necessaryEs necesidad

Pills and kissesPastillas y besos
They won't save meNo me salvan
They only delaySolo retrasan
What's going to happenLo que va a pasar

Pills and kissesPastillas y besos
They close woundsCierran heridas
That they bleed againQue vuelven a sangrar

Time doesn't heal meNo me cura el tiempo
I fall asleepMe duerme