In a Blue Moon

Oh please could you stay far away
'cos i'm too tired to say
That i won't love you "forever"
And i can't stand to see your face.

If i turn my head, i know you'll be there
You're like a lapdog that's on my knees,
Don't buy me anymore death flowers
How can i tell you in different ways?

All i wanna have is some freedom
And not to see your face every time, everywhere
'cos i was not made for you and you're not fit for anyone.

I don't know why
Oh yes, you keep on smiling
When i treat so bad,

You're like a child
That never gives up trying to get
What you could never get not even once...
In a blue moon.

More than a million times i've pushed you back
I'm not the kind of person you make me feel,
The anger builds inside of me
But only a glimpse of you makes me sick.

I've run and hidden, and i tried to escape
But those were illusions that faded away
I know that's my destiny you'll be there.