All The Same

I'm always overthinking
Only give in when I'm drinking
Almost say it when you hold me
But then something in my heart starts closing

You told your mom about me
You make it all look easy
I still haven’t saved your number
Swore this time I wouldn’t run but

I need you to reassure me that you’ll be
With me in the present
When happy’s in the past tense

What happens when it fades away
We’re running out of pretty things to say
When it’s easier to go than to stay
Will you choose to love me, I'm afraid

What happens when we’re face to face
The only thing we see is our mistakes
When it’s easier to go than to change
Will you choose to love me all the same?

Don’t want dancing on the surface
Cause underneath I'm hurting
I’ll push you til I'm undeserving
And you decide that I'm not worth it

I keep getting defensive
Now I'm passive and aggressive
Could put my pride aside, but won’t let you see me cry
Find it safer to be self destructive

I need you to reassure me that you’ll be
With me in the present
When happy’s in the past tense

What happens when it fades away
We’re running out of pretty things to say
When it’s easier to go than to stay
Will you choose to love me, I'm afraid

What happens when we’re face to face
The only thing we see is our mistakes
When it’s easier to go than to change
Will you choose to love me all the same?

Know I'm too much
I'm hard to love
But don’t give
Don't give this up

I'm too much (too much)
I'm hard to love (hard to love)
But don’t give
Don't give this up

What happens when it fades away
I'm running out of pretty things to say
Will you choose to love me?
Will you choose to love me all the same?