Happiness in love

Look at me again
Blaming myself for things I shouldn't blame myself for
This is already a recurring thing
I'm afraid of you
And your blatant lies

You distort everything I say
Makes me crazy
Nothing else matters
You want me and I surrender

I hate myself
I consider myself insufficient
I blame myself for not doing anything
The cliff attracts me more and more
I think about jumping, but I come back to my consciousness

Damn, let me go
I am not an object
This is hard to deal with
Put eye drops in your eyes and pretend to cry
Call me and tell me you're sorry
But I've already lost myself
And now I think I'm happy in love

Damn, let me go
I am not an object
This is hard to deal with
Put eye drops in your eyes and pretend to cry
Call me and tell me you're sorry
But I've already lost myself
And now I think I'm happy in love

You are pathologically toxic
I think about running away, but I drown in your lies
How naive and innocent I am
You and I are incompatible
But you pretend to be

Wow, the cliff is so beautiful
What if I jump?
This would all end, but how free would I be?

I am happy in love
I am happy in love
What a lie of mine

I am happy in love
I am happy in love
What a lie of mine

I write this song with tears in my eyes
I didn't get rid of it, but I pretend to get rid of it
More and more I think about the cliff
And it bothers me

Damn, let me go
I am not an object
This is hard to deal with
Put eye drops in your eyes and pretend to cry
Call me and tell me you're sorry
But I've already lost myself
And now I think I'm happy in love

Damn, let me go
I am not an object
This is hard to deal with
Put eye drops in your eyes and pretend to cry
Call me and tell me you're sorry
But I've already lost myself
And now I think I'm happy in love

Blame me for not tryin