Living a Fucked Up Life

I’ve been dancing in the shadows, all alone
Fighting battles with no shield, just flesh and bone
The silence is my prison, and I'm sinking fast
Thought I could outrun this, but nothing ever lasts

I'm chasing stars that never shine
My heart's a map with no design
But who am I to say it's right?
When I'm just losing every fight

I'm living a fucked up life, no escape in sight
The weight of loneliness drags me down each night
Tried to run, tried to hide, but there's nowhere to go
Living a fucked up life, it’s all I’ve ever known

I used to dream of love, of brighter days
Now I'm haunted by the dark in endless ways
The mirror shows a face I barely recognize
A ghost of who I was, with hollowed-out eyes

The world keeps spinning, but I'm stuck
Drowning in my endless luck
A curse, a life that’s never fair
I’ve stopped pretending to even care

I'm living a fucked up life, no escape in sight
The weight of loneliness drags me down each night
Tried to run, tried to hide, but there's nowhere to go
Living a fucked up life, it’s all I’ve ever known

Maybe I’ll surrender, let the shadows win
Embrace the darkness that’s always been within
No more illusions, no more wasted breath
Living a fucked up life feels closer to death

I'm living a fucked up life, no escape in sight
The weight of loneliness drags me down each night
Tried to run, tried to hide, but there's nowhere to go
Living a fucked up life, it’s all I’ve ever known

Yeah, I'm living a fucked up life
And I'm finally letting go