Civil War

I can’t take the pounding in my head
Of my existential dread
I know I do this to myself but
I can’t help that

I don’t make
A very good first impression
The world is bored of my depression
Tell me, are you bored of it too?
Of me too?

You see
I’m feeling so afraid
I’ve become someone I hate
‘Cause I can’t escape the pain
Of the war inside my brain

I know I just may be
The death of you and me
But I can’t escape the pain
Of the war inside my brain

We didn’t make it too far
We were driving in your car
When I started fantasizing
About dying

And I know
It seems so problematic
But I’m little melodramatic
Maybe I’m happiest when I’m sad
Is it bad?

You see
I’m feeling so afraid
I’ve become someone I hate
‘Cause I can’t escape the pain
Of the war inside my brain

I know I just may be
The death of you and me
But I can’t escape the pain
Of the war inside my brain

(Say it will be over soon)