I was doing better
At least that's what I'd say
Sleeping through the memories
Getting through the days

Then your name appeared
Like a ghost inside my phone
And suddenly the distance
Didn't feel that far from home

It's crazy how one night
Can pull me back in time

I'm not in love
I'm just in relapse
One wrong memory
And I'm right back

Back to old habits
Back to old lies
Back to the version of me
I left behind

I'm not falling apart
I'm just off track
I'm not in love
I'm just in relapse

I almost forgot your birthday
Until someone said your name
I hate the way it still can turn
A good day into rain

Six months of moving forward
Undone in half a song
I don't even want you back
So why does this last so long?

It's crazy how one night
Can pull me back in time

I'm not in love
I'm just in relapse
One wrong memory
And I'm right back

Back to old habits
Back to old lies
Back to the version of me
I left behind

I'm not falling apart
I'm just off track
I'm not in love
I'm just in relapse

Some nights I don't think of you at all
Some nights it's all I do

I hate how every step away
Still somehow leads to you

I'm not in love
I'm just in relapse
One wrong memory
And I'm right back

Back to old habits
Back to old lies
Back to the version of me
I left behind

I'm not falling apart
I'm just off track
I'm not in love
I'm just in relapse

I'm just in relapse