Silent Night

Nostalgia - this burning ache
Caught myself fading to black
Frozen in time - the scent of cake
Fake happy place I can't go back

Memories are not the same
Bright lights have lost their meaning
Inside my heart - a weary flame
Dead dreams - the ones I'm dreaming

It is indeed a silent night
Don't know about its holiness
Don't wanna drift away from light
Up in my throne of loneliness

Not that my heart is 2 sizes too small
Not even the fact that I hate this town
Or even the people pretending it's fine
It's just that I wish you were with me tonight

Don't wanna grow around this grief
I just want it to be gone
It is not time for disbelief
And I don't wanna be alone

Under my tree there's discontentment
The weight of sorrow and detachment
Away from you - can't be in peace
Just praying for the pain to cease

It is indeed a silent night
Don't know about its holiness
Don't wanna drift away from light
Up in my throne of loneliness

Not that my heart is 2 sizes too small
Not even the fact that I hate this town
Or even the people pretending it's fine
It's just that I wish you were with me tonight