Lessons Never Learned

Am I getting older? I'm loosing all my touch
Falling for the ordinary, walking with a crutch
Make a little false step and suddenly you're marked
Lights are out, you find yourself alone and in the dark

I can never see the sky for all the clouds
Making everything so hard and full of doubts
Lessons never learned and nothing ever stuck

Life is getting harder, so join me in my quest
Find out who seduced our minds, I'd say "readers digest"
Make a contribution and you will get a prize
I can't tell you what it is, just something really nice

Taking another chance the risk is higher than before
Nobody seems to notice that it's time to say enough
Looking around and I know what I've done and I don't wanna stop and I'm pushing my luck
You won't have the guts to turn me down