The Let Down

Alone, unconnected with the others
Looks like you have chose to be alone
Not to be smothered
A sense of humor in it all
Though you’ve locked yourself so they don’t see you fall
Alone it seems
So I’ll choose to be a friend

But I guess it’s alright
To believe a lie
You can’t ever be exactly who you want
You can see through their eyes

A liar, a liar
It seems that it’s we all we do
An unsuspected
I simply cannot see the truth
The lies

Why must you gain my trust
And let it fall?
This seems that I’m nothing are true at all

So the story begins where I begin to think of the meaning
Of this all
Not pickin’ up
Because I couldn’t hear the call

It was in my mind
The subconscious mind
I didn’t know I could find the truth
And I didn’t even know I could find fucking you

Seems I’ve realized most since then
But why do you still

Want to take the chance
Forgive you no matter what
Unchoreographed dance
Am I fuckin’ myself up
In social terms?

My life started untrue
Why are you sticking’ like deja-vu?
I experienced this all before
When I say we trust
Into the sieve of–

Oh no, the light just decided to go
You’re so unpredictable
Why can’t I fuckin’ know tonight

I’m just thinkin’ of my life
A life in which I could live as cool as you were to me

Why did you abandon me?