eighteen

When I was 18, I was finally free
But everyday gets harder to breathe, yeah
I don't know but I guess that I'm sorry
We're not getting any younger, are we?

Dark apartment down the stairs, yeah
Door's unlocked, door's unlocked but I don't care, yeah
I forgot where the fuck I parked my car
I guess I'll just walk
No, it can't be too far

Now I'm wondering when you started to hate me
Do you regret all the things that you made me?
Beauty of the world held there in your hands
And everything we ever did feeling infinite

When I was 18, I was finally free
But everyday gets harder to breathe, yeah
I don't know but I guess that I'm sorry
We're not getting any younger

Everybody says that you can
Do whatever if you try but I don't know, man
I've been killing myself since 2010
So maybe they were lying but I guess I could try again

Now I'm wondering when you started to hate me
Do you regret all the things that you made me?
Beauty of the world falling through your hands
And everything we ever did feeling infinite

(How do you know when it's time to move on?)
(How do you know when it's time?)

When I was 18, I was finally free
But everyday gets harder to breathe
I don't know but I guess that I'm sorry
We're not getting any younger, are we?

I was 18, I was finally free
But everyday gets harder to breathe
I don't know but I guess that I'm sorry
We're not getting any younger, are we?