becoming a better person (feat. cavasoul & autrioly)

She don't wanna say that it was me
But I shot all the birds and I burned all the trees
She been tryna hold on to the peace
But I put out the Sun and I drained out the seas, yeah
I feel like I'm someone I don't know deep inside
Different personality at nighttime
I'm tryna do everything to stay with you
But I think, baby, right now ain't the right time

Darling, I've done some stupid shit
Did you wrong a hundred times
Somehow you [?]
I see some [?], 'cause I'm just waiting my turn
But, if I die today I think I'd feel the burn
Snow cones and sippin' cold drinks in winter time
Flippin' through [?] chapters, sharing your favorite lines
Last timе that I saw you, I know that you wanted to cry
Sure hope that you'rе still praying for me, I really need it this time

She don't wanna say that it was me
But I shot all the birds and I burned all the trees
She been tryna hold on to the peace
But I put out the Sun and I drained out the seas, yeah
I feel like I'm someone I don't know deep inside
Different personality at nighttime
I'm tryna do everything to stay with you
But I think, baby, right now ain't the right time

I don't know when I'll be healthy again
Seven days I've been clean
Tomorrow's one more achieved
It's a battle I fight
[?] Risking my life
When the fog starts to clear, I'll send a bird to you dear

I've been asking myself, like every night
I know you feel the same
Breaking it in, a new life
I think you hate me, but whatever helps you sleep at night
I don't feel pain, I can't, I'm too high
I was drowning, I like to run, I don't fight

You kept me grounded, wish you the best in your life
We were bounded, mental declined on both sides
[?] Body reminds me of you, until I die
You know that I'll do anything that you need me to

Missin' days and [?] things were easy, it was me and you
Not a lot of space, became my brother when we shared a room
Dreadin' everyday, I'm getting scared that I might lose you too
And I don't wanna lose my best friend
Felt like it happened with no warning already
I'm losing sleep, I'm manic
I never cared for one like this, it's only [?]
Sharing beds and taking turns upon the blow-up matress