Leash

Fridge’s full, something to distract me
I’ll stretch the legs and get some rest
I don’t need to know where I'm going to sleep
Don’t care if I’ll wake up tomorrow

Touching walls, I overlook the ceiling
I feel the joy of saying: Here’s my home
Now I feel my children will grow up
Feel everything’s gonna end well - everything

I live in the corner of a deverted look
Inhale abandonment, exhale loneliness
My smell is pain, I swallow despair
I wished to be like you

The car is about to arrive
But I'm not allowed to get in it
Shower, peace, happiness
Good food, smiles, many, many sweet choices
I wanted those things so badly

I wish
You say I can not
Or I couldn't
I know you thought I would not win
Cause I'm not the chosen one
That was the leash that tied me to who I was
That leash that tied me
To who you want me to be
I'm the one who feels cold
My bed smells like asphalt
I wished to be like you

I live in the corner of a deverted look
Inhale abandonment, exhale loneliness
My smell is pain, I swallow despair
I wished to be like you

The car is about to arrive
But I'm not allowed to get in it
Shower, peace, happiness
Good food, smiles, many, many sweet choices
I wished to be like you

I wished to be like you
I wished to be like you
I wished to be like you
I wished to be like you