What's It Like To Be Happy?

What's wrong with me?
I woke up without the taste of dopamine
Got some vices, self inflicted therapy
I feel dead on the inside
Waste away my life
I've got no tears left to cry

I'm so sad at myself
Mad at myself
Sick of myself

It feels like every day is the same
Wake up in misery
Take a blue sky, blue sky make it cloudy
What's it like?
What's it like to be happy?
Raining on your parade
'Cause I've got the time to waste
Take a blue sky, blue sky make it cloudy
What's it like?
What's it like to be happy?

What's wrong with me?
Locked up in my head alone without the key
Why am I so secure in insecurity?
I feel dead on the inside
Waste away my whole life
I've got no tears left to cry

It feels like every day is the same
Wake up in misery
Take a blue sky, blue sky make it cloudy
What's it like?
What's it like to be happy?
Raining on your parade
'Cause I've got the time to waste
Take a blue sky, blue sky make it cloudy What's
What's it like?
What's it like to be happy?

I'm so sad at myself
Mad at myself
Sick of myself
I was on my way to heaven
But my friends are all in hell

It feels like every day is the same
Wake up in misery
Take a blue sky, blue sky make it cloudy
What's it like?
What's it like to be happy?
Raining on your parade
'Cause I've got the time to waste
Take a blue sky, blue sky make it cloudy
What's it like?
What's it like to be happy?

Will I ever be happy?