cuerpo

Body

cuerpo

Cursed heart of ice, tattoo on the groundMaldito corazón de hielo, tatuaje en el suelo
From falling so much I rise, I lose myself in the skyDe tanto caer me elevo, me pierdo en el cielo
Expert in making people sufferExperta en hacer sufrir
A little bit to you and a little bit to meUn poco a vos y otro a mí
I spend my time reproaching myself for what I was notMe la paso reprochándome lo que no fui

So many fights, so much historyTantas peleas, tanta historia
So many things that seemed so goodTantas cosas que parecieron tan buenas
They were ugly, don't believe meFueron feas no me crean
When I say I'm goodCuando digo que soy buena
Don't believe meNo me crean

And you were good, you were badY fuiste bueno, fuiste malo
You were my best soldierFuiste mi mejor soldado
When I needed the sideCuando necesité al lado
Someone tell me the truthAlguien que me diga la verdad
And don't stop loving meY que no me deje de amar
I don't know how much longer I'm going to punish myselfNo sé cuanto tiempo más me voy a castigar

Because even though I didn't want to leave youPorque aunque no quise dejarte
My body didn't want to wait for youMi cuerpo no quiso esperarte
Constant internal struggleLucha internamente constante
I want to be the same as beforeQuiero volver a ser la de antes
Treat you as I supposed to but it was too lateTratarte como suponía pero se hizo tarde
My body didn't want to wait for youMi cuerpo no quiso esperarte
Constant internal struggleLucha internamente constante
I want to be the same as beforeQuiero volver a ser la de antes

Consequences of not knowing how to listenConsecuencia por no saber escuchar
I lose weight and my anxiety increasesBajo kilos y me sube la ansiedad
Oh, little one, but how skinny you areAy, chiquita, pero que flaca que estas
Eat something, nobody will like youComé algo, a nadie le vas a gustar
Listening to everyoneEscuchando a todo el mundo
Except me, thinking I'm confusedMenos a mí, pensando que me confundo
That I lost, believing myself so cruelQue me perdí, creyéndome tan cruel
For wanting to leave, when I was always faithful to youPor quererme ir, cuando siempre te fui fiel
Now it's my turn to sayAhora me toca decir

Because even though I didn't want to leave youPorque aunque no quise dejarte
My body didn't want to wait for youMi cuerpo no quiso esperarte
Constant internal struggleLucha internamente constante
I want to be the same as beforeQuiero volver a ser la de antes
Treat you as I supposed to but it was too lateTratarte como suponía pero se hizo tarde
My body didn't want to wait for youMi cuerpo no quiso esperarte
Constant internal struggleLucha internamente constante
I want to be the same as beforeQuiero volver a ser la de antes

And sometimes I think, I feelY a veces pienso, siento
There is a way out but I can't find itQue existe una salida pero no la encuentro
I would give everything to see you happy againDaria todo por verte otra vez contento
My body became my enemyMi cuerpo se volvió mi enemigo
He doesn't believe what I sayNo cree en lo que digo
And it took away my hungerY me sacó el hambre
For wanting to sew all my feelings with wirePor querer coser todos mis sentimientos con alambre
I'm tired of living a constant dualityCansada estoy de vivir una dualidad constante
My soul feels a visitor in my bodyMi alma se siente en mi cuerpo una visitante
A bit deliriousUn tanto delirante
And sometimes I go down slowlyY a veces bajo lento
I try to understand what is happening inside meIntento entender lo que me pasa por dentro
Why does my skin break out every time I lie to myself?¿Por qué la piel me brota siempre que me miento?
It is part of a divine punishmentEs parte de un castigo divino

Because even though I didn't want to leave youPorque aunque no quise dejarte
My body didn't want to wait for youMi cuerpo no quiso esperarte
Constant internal struggleLucha internamente constante
I want to be the same as beforeQuiero volver a ser la de antes
Treat you as I supposed to but it was too lateTratarte como suponía pero se hizo tarde
My body didn't want to wait for youMi cuerpo no quiso esperarte
Constant internal struggleLucha internamente constante
I want to be the same as beforeQuiero volver a ser la de antes