Betrayal

To pretend was not my intent
To deceive and believe then amend I'll not
I will not betray you anymore
I will not enslave you to my goal
Dreaming of the visions I've lost
Now they're washed away
In the sand again
I will not be caught
In the shadows of your door
And when sleep befalls you
You shall dream of me now more
Stagnant sacrifice on your behalf
I feel life draining slowly
Madness as with all things
Comes to pass
Unwoven sanity, a drowning soul
You try to pull me under
Played by your rules
But could not find the answers
To the questions
Answer shackles on my mind
That seize my will
Discerning fact from fable
I will not constrict you
Still the memory remains