still save a seat for you

I still save a seat for you
It's just out of habit
I can't remember what happened
(I'm just procrastinating)

It's like I blinked and you're gone
It's not the same place without you
Don't think I forgot you
Why does it feel so wrong?
Hate to go on but I got to
My words never got through
And they won't 'cause you're gone
(And they won't 'cause you're gone)

There's this void inside my chest
Inside my head, I can't fill it (I can't fill it)
Don't know the last thing you said
The last thing we did
Why couldn't I cry that day? (Why couldn't I cry that day?)
No tears streaming down my face

I wish I could say goodbye, bye, bye
Would I feel the same?
Or would I get peace of mind, mind, mind?
Wish we could go back frame by frame
Take it all away one more time (more time)

But we don't get what we ask for

Why am I breaking down? I'm feeling it now
There's no use in hiding when no one's around
I'll figure it out, I won't make a sound
Keep it to myself like it's all I'm allowed
I still save a seat for you, only if I knew
We'd be stuck like glue till the end

It's like I blinked and you're gone
It's not the same place without you
Don't think I forgot you
Why does it feel so wrong?
Hate to go on but I got to
My words never got through
And they won't 'cause you're gone
It's not the same place without you
Don't think I forgot you
Why does it feel so wrong?
Hate to go on but I got to
My words never got through
And they won't 'cause you're gone

The emergency stop will now activate
The ship will detonate in t-minus
Five, four, three, two, one