NYC Breakdown

My body does function, my brain is unconscious
I’m automated, follow instructions
Like a truck in the fields, a common break-down
I’m waste on a crap-heap, breaking down

No fun at holidays, a lifetime wasted
No smile no laughing, breaking down
Was wanting too much, asking for beauty
Was hoping for truth, but couldn’t cope

I’m breaking down
Breaking down
I’m breaking down
A nervous breakdown