The Amazing Digital Circus Song - I Don't Want To Go (feat. OR3OMusic‬)

Couldn't let you get too close
Kept the knife down in the cloak
And built these walls to hide
But we're not going home
Hide the tears and the shaking hands
Til' I'm left to face the man
In the mirror, how he lied
You can't understand

I've kept on running
Knowing I should let go
Who I'm becoming
You'll never need to know
Never been one to
Never been one to cry
I've always been the one to
Look away, pretend I'm blind

Can't lose what's already lost
Can't miss what you can't come to know
Too late for second thoughts
Though I don't want to go
I was never meant for love
It's a push and a pull and it turns to shoving
You're making this so much harder
I'm meant to die alone

How could I let it get away
While the world we knew decays
It's all gotten so bad, is this my–
Is this my fault?
That we lost what we had
Can't fix it all
But we can see to the end

It's hopeless, still I–
I won't stop chasing after
Those things I never said
Our minds keep slipping faster
And you've finally torn to shreds

But I've never been one to
Never been one to cry
Don't you ever dare look away
You're losing sight

Can't lose what's already lost
Can't miss what's already known
I'll still keep holding on
Though I don't want to go
You should've just talked to me so
You wouldn't do this alone
You're making this so much harder
But I will not let go

You twisted the knife in
And dug where it hurts
Just trying to get inside
With your dumb little words

You suffered in silence
And carried that weight to the dirt
And built these walls to hide

So take your hand in mine
No going back this time
I will see you in another life
When the time is right

Why would you miss me now?
Said I don't need your help
It's not the end of the line
Don't keep your demons inside
It's too late to turn back now
So I'm holding on till the end

Can't lose what's already lost
Can't miss what's already known
Too late for second thoughts
Though I don't want to go
I was never meant for love
It's a push and a pull and it turns to shoving
You're making this so much harder
But I will not let go

(But I will not let go)