Still Standing

I'm still here
Uh, I'm still standing
I lost a lot in love
Uh
Uh

In my mind I try to live through moments I can't recreate
Only keep me around them real niggas, I don't like being fake
Grandma saw church every Sunday, used to hit our knees and pray
Learned 'bout Eve up in that garden, then I learned that we the snakes

Throw your gang up in this bitch, we might spark if we see the rakes
He ain't gon' shoot, he just talk a lot, he just like Stephen A
Did some fool shit, tryna come back 'round, but it couldn't be erased
Bitch, free lil Trench, he was part of my crowd, can't wait till he beat his case

But I'm still here, and I'm still standing, with two sticks, drummin' shit, Nick Cannon
Blood gon' drip if he hit the Canyons, dunk on a nigga just like Shannon
I'm with two thick bitches gettin' madness, fame get weird, wish I could vanish
I used to trap hard on them backstreets, now them backends gettin' handed

It don't take too much to lose my top, they don't know that I'm really retarded
Nigga fuck spankin' shit, we'll paint shit, been told you I'm really a artist
'Member I got death as a wake-up-call, that shit was really alarmin'
Out wit' a full clip on bullshit, man, I feel like Benny, or Rodman

Uh
And I lost a lot in love
Expectin' it to be how I thought it was
(Uh, I lost a lot in love)
(Expectin' it to be how I thought it was)

I lost love when I lost blood, now with myself I hold a grudge
Holdin' that pressure, smoke in our lungs, yeah, I still post up with my thugs
And we'll go beserk, look me in my eyes, I know it hurt
You was rockin' my tour merch, what the fuck? I look like with your face on a shirt

(Uh
I'm still here)
(I'm still standing)

I'm just picking up the pieces
I know this shit sound crazy, but I pray for all of my demons, uh