The Loneliest Fortune (Pt. 1 & 2)

[Part I]

I hope that no one heard me
I hope that none of you were listening
I felt the dark explode
Like a full somatic show

Did you hear what you said
When you told me I meant sorrow?
But I've been holding you up
For as long as I can recall

Am I surrounded by disasters whenever I'm near?
It's the loneliest of fortune, not having you here

I saw you waiting for me
I saw your eyes were dark as winter
When the Sun gives in
And the days are long and cold

Am I surrounded by disasters whenever I'm near?
It's the loneliest of fortune, not having you here

[Part 2]

In some ways I don't want to survive
In some ways I still see you by my side
Some days I'm glued to the bed
In some ways I'm already dead

It's brutal
I'm cold
The ice queen
Is getting old
Stop the torture
Stop the wait
Let me leave
Before it's too late

In some ways you're the evidence I need
A long time, but I'm finally here
Too far away to feel the warmth
Close enough to not let go

It's brutal
I'm cold
The ice queen
Is getting old
Stop the torture
Stop the wait
Let me leave
Before it's too late