Cutlery

Cutlery

Cutlery

Even though it's nothing, tears
なんでもないのに涙が
nan demo nai noni namida ga
I wish they would spill, so smile
こぼれ落ちたらいいから笑って
kobore ochitara ii kara waratte
Suck up every drop
一滴も残さずに吸ってら
itteki mo nokosazu ni sukuttara
And hide it in the corner of the cupboard
戸棚の隅の方へ隠すから
todana no sumi no hou e kakusu kara

For each word someone says
誰かの言葉の分だけ
dareka no kotoba no bun dake
The night gets a little longer
また少しだけ夜が長くなる
mata sukoshi dake yoru ga nagaku naru
What if you close your eyes? I don't want to see anymore
目を閉じたらどう？もう見たくもない
me o tojitara dou? mou mitaku mo nai
But I can't say that
なんて言えるわけもないし
nante ieru wake mo naishi

The grumpy voice fades
不機嫌な声はかすんだ
fukigen na koe wa kasunda
Give me a taste of the shallow ring
浅い指輪の味をちょうだいな
asai yubiwa no aji o choudai na
Another usual made-up story
またいつもの作り話
mata itsumo no tsukuribanashi
I was dreaming under the burnt light
焼けたライトで映す夢を見ていた
yaketa raito de utsusu yume o mite ita

This body turns indigo, like a hot spring
藍色になるこの身湯舟になすがままに
aiiro ni naru kono mi yudane nasu ga mama ni
Even if I forget
故に忘れてしまっても
yue ni wasurete shimatte mo
The rusty cutlery, like a beloved one
愛用であるように錆びたカトリーヌ
aiyou de aru you ni sabita katorarii
Let it end, you
君が終わらせてよ
kimi ga owarasete yo
In the worst case
最悪の場合は
saiaku no baai wa

If these tears
なんでもないこの涙が
nan demo nai kono namida ga
That mean nothing are no longer needed, forget them
いらなくなったならもう忘れて
iranaku natta nara mou wasurete
If you vomit accumulated shocks
たまったショック吐ったら
tamatta shokki arattara
I'll hide them deep in my memory
記憶の奥の方へ隠すから
kioku no oku no hou e kakusu kara

For each word someone says
誰かの言葉の分だけ
dareka no kotoba no bun dake
You disappear a little more
また少しだけ君がいなくなる
mata sukoshi dake kimi ga inaku naru
What if you close your eyes? I don't want to see anymore
目を閉じたらどう？もう見たくもない
me o tojitara dou? mou mitaku mo nai
But I can't say that
なんて言えるわけもないし
nante ieru wake mo naishi