The Good Place

I don't know where I am going
And I don't know where I belong
And when I finally get to the good place
Where I can set all of my things down
I think I'll stay there for a while

I always talk so much about it
You ain't even brave enough
Like I'm ready to go
You can't do it on your own
Then I think of the consequences of my actions
And it's not fair to leave you alone

But then I imagine all the happiness in letting go of it
Surrender again, I'm giving in
But then I think of the guilt and what a trip it's gonna be
When I can feel myself taking my last breath
At least I'll finally feel something again

Now I'm right where I belong
I'm right where I belong

Back to things the way I like it
Left, right, left
Back to the push and pull of life
Sweet mundanity is like friendship with no benefits
And I need to feel good

There's a world
In my head
Where I go
When I don't wanna feel anymore
I forget
Who I am
And pretend that it's all gonna end

The fantasy of dying alone is such a terrifying visual
I don't know if I want it all
If only I could open my eyes and be home

Right where I belong
I'm right where I belong
I'm right where I belong

Back in the world
Everybody's living like it didn't even happen
Back in the world
I don't wanna go back to my loop
Left, right, left

Back in the world
Everybody's living like it didn't even happen
Back in the world
I don't wanna go back to my loop
Left, right, left

I don't wanna go back to my loop