This Isn't Heaven

I can't believe you were so naive.
Ignorance was bliss - easier than this.
It makes perfect sense; you had no defence
Except foolish pride - you would hide inside.
This isn't heaven and you are only human
oh, how dissappointing.
How far away from the past can you be?
How near now, yet still not see?
A dream of a dream, you were doomed to fail.
Beside your dreams life seems so pale.
Meanwhile the earth moves around the sun, not you
How dissappointing