Self Intimacy

I didn't know myself
I didn't know everything
There's no manual
To get it right in life

I had to learn alone
I had to live alone
I had to see alone
It wasn't easy

The pain was sad
I suffered a lot
The mold hurt
The weight was huge

Until I understood that I have value
I am unique
I am irreplaceable

Self-intimacy
I learned by myself how to have this
No one helped me

The inner gaze made me see new things
Self-esteem brings calm

Inner peace it is unstable
Life is full of suffering
Ignoring works miracles

Knowing myself brought innovations
People no longer matter to me
Only I matter to myself

The intimacy of looking inside myself
Is a jewel that I have learned to polish over the time

I can't calm down
I feel so much pain
The pain doesn't stop
Words don't console

Getting to know myself through the pain
Gave me a lot of strength
I felt new ideas

Getting to know myself through the pain
Gave me a lot of strength
Getting to know the emptiness filled me with new ideas

Self-intimacy
I learned by myself how to have this
No one helped me

The inner gaze made me see new things
Self-esteem brings calm

Inner peace it is unstable
Life is full of suffering
Ignoring works miracles

Knowing myself brought innovations
People no longer matter to me
Only I matter to myself

My inner self tells me not to stop
The intimacy I have with myself
Is the great key