Under the shades

I observ how the stars
turn around to our desires
And I feel that my soul wants to cry.

My hands are trembling and I'm desperate
agonizing in solitude
between trees and sounds from beyond.

Birds surround me as a gesture of mercy and pitty
but fly away to avoid getting absorved
by this depressing feeling
That wants to kill.

My destiny is full of pain
Don�t you see how I cry
Let me die
And I command you to kill my dark soul.

The cold traps and surrounds me, it's winter.
The strong wind passes through my body
And I feel it's the enemy who was sent.

I see a light sparkle and I feel that I rise
To the lost universe.

My frozen body has stopped breathing
illusions have faded away.

I close my eyes and I will sleep forever
In a terrenal agony.

The awaited yearning.