The Weight Of This World

I can't remember, or I want to forget
How many times I drowned in regret
I got aware that life got its toll
And I'm another disposable doll
Can't find a way to disappear
My mask of joy hurts even more
And now I'm chained and stucked
Don't matter how I tried, can't get off this hole

I've been delaying, been abandon my heal
And everytime I barely stand, I get another hit
I've been delaying, been abandon my heal
And everytime I'm almost there
I lay down broken in the dark

Rain fall, wash it all away
And drop the weight of this world
I prayed begging for a sign
While I layed broken in the dark

Rain fall, wash it all away
And drop the weight of this world
I prayed begging for a sign
While I layed broken in the dark

I've been delaying, been abandon my heal
I've been delaying, been abandon myself
I've been delaying, been abandon