Ninety milligrams of everything is fine
Tracing every border, crossing every line
The doctor is a dealer with a white silk tie
Selling me the wings so I don't have to fly
Keep me numb, keep me dumb, keep me in the dark
God is just a chemical that lost its spark
A hollow celebration in a plastic shell
Buying my way out of this clinical hell

One for the sorrow
Two for the shame
Three for the monster
That forgot its name
Give it to me

I've got God in a pill case, heaven in a jar
I don't even know where my demons are
Swallow the silence, choke on the blue
Anything to keep me from facing the truth
(Yeah, I'm perfectly broken)
In a chemical grave, I'm staying outspoken

The colors are bleeding into shades of gray
I'm a laboratory rat at the end of the day
They prescribed a sunset for a midnight soul
Now I'm losing the pieces and I'm losing the whole
Don't ask me how I feel, ask me what I took
I'm just a blank page in a pharmaceutical book

One for the sorrow
Two for the shame
Three for the monster
That forgot its name
Give it to me

I've got God in a pill case, heaven in a jar
I don't even know where my demons are
Swallow the silence, choke on the blue
Anything to keep me from facing the truth
(Yeah, I'm perfectly broken)
In a chemical grave, I'm staying outspoken

I don't want to feel
I don't want to be real
Give me the ghost
Give me the dose
Wake me up from the lullaby
I'm wide awake and I want to die

I've got God in a pill case, heaven in a jar
I don't even know where my demons are
Swallow the silence, choke on the blue
Anything to keep me from facing the truth
(Yeah, I'm perfectly broken)

Just one more
Just to be sure
There is no miracle
There is no cure