Plajvaz

Failure

Plajvaz

I never knew anyone,Nikoga nisam poznavao,
just ate and slept,samo sam jeo i spavao,
alone without anyone,sam bez igde ikog,
even a little close.makar malo bliskog.

In the town below AvalaU gradu ispod Avale
they all avoided me,sve su me izbegavale,
as if I were a leper,kao da sam ne daj Boze gubav,
how many zeros does love have?sa koliko nula se pise ljubav?

Took a doctor's failure,Uz'o lekar plajvaz,
then wrote a report:pa napis'o nalaz:
Brain almost imperceptible,Mozak skoro neprimetan,
complete idiot,idiot i to kompletan,
retarded, stunted,retardiran,zakrzljao,
he really messed up,bas je tako nazvrljao,
and developmentally delayed,i u razvoju ometen,
school example - a cretin child.skolski primer-dete kreten.

Like depleted uranium,Kao uran osiromasen,
I was a complete failure,bio sam dibidus promasen,
doomed to defeat,na poraz unapred osudjen,
lonely and estranged.usamljen i otudjen.

I wandered like a deaf dogLut'o sam ko gluva kucka
and came to the conclusion:i dosao do zakljucka:
This reality is harshSurova je ovo stvarnost
when you have no popularity.kada nemas popularnost.

Took a doctor's failure,......Uz'o lekar plajvaz,......

I'm neither handsome nor ugly,Nisam ja ni lep ni ruzan,
but I'm well armed.al' sam dobro naoruzan.
I shot because I'm afraidPucao sam,jer se bojim
that they think I don't exist.da misle da ne postojim.

From the roof of BeogradjankaSa krova Beogradjanke
at citizens and city dwellersna gradjane i gradjanke
like all mass murderers,kao sve masovne ubice,
I shot randomly.pucao sam nasumice.

Took a doctor's failure,......Uz'o lekar plajvaz,......

About twenty killed,Ubijenih dvadesetak,
the last bullet fired.ispaljen posljednji metak.
I threw the empty gunBacio sam pusku praznu
and sought a death sentence.i trazio smrtnu kaznu.

I reached the newspapers,Stigao sam do novina,
the prison, Kovin.do zatvora,do Kovina.
They have no more urgent tasks,Poslove nemaju prece,
they treat me, a healthy one, there.mene zdravog tamo lece.

Took a doctor's failure,......Uz'o lekar plajvaz,......