Hate That I Love You

I've blocked your number on my phone
In case you ever dare to call
And even though I'd love to talk to you again
I know you wouldn't get me like before
I heard you found somebody else
Are you still lying to yourself?
And now you'll break him like you break everything else, so
Why am I missing you like hell?
And I hate that I love you
I hate that I still do not want this to end
I hate that I love you
I hate that I'm still afraid to lose you, my friend
I hate that I love you
I just hate that I do

Been tryin' hard to stay away
'Cause if I see you, I could break
And even though you say you love me, we are over now
I know you never felt the same
And I hate that I love you
I hate that I still do not want this to end
I hate that I love you
I hate that I'm still afraid to lose you, my friend
I hate that I love you
I just hate that I do

And there were moments when I needed you for real
Now there're wounds in me no one could ever heal
And I will never be the same without your love
'Cause nothing's ever, ever good enough
And I hate that I love you
I hate that I still do not want this to end
I hate that I love you (and I hate that I love you)
I hate that I'm still afraid to lose you, my friend
I hate that I love you
I just hate that I do

I know choices can be hard
You didn't mean to break my heart
But you forgot about the promises you made, my love
And now I'm pickin' up the parts